Question marks in my head

My life seems to change everyday; people seem to change every day and doubts hit my mind like a worldwind and i'm not sure what should i think, i'm willing to fight for those ones i care about, but what happens if they just don't want me in their lifes te way that i want them; i have a hard time letting go and i'm afraid to cange things because i'm afarid that i may not like what comes next. I'm going trough a very important moment in my life where i have to make a lot of desitions and that scares me; i need a mejor change in my life in order to make it better, i need to talk to those ones that i'm not comfortable anymore with even tough that seems impossible right now; fasion is my way to get out of the real world and to escape, but once its over reality strikes and i have to go back, and emotions go back to my head; this may sound like a very sentimental thing but it comes from a very deep place in my heart...